A Walk, a Race, a Journey... p2
Life’s a lot like that… it’s easy and fun and fast to go down, but a lot harder to go up… but when you go up, that’s when you grow, that’s the part that is even more worth it because you get stronger.
Friday for me, was more like a flat trail, sunny day! I had a good day full of victories over the struggles I’m facing, barely even had a thought of restricting food! It was amazing. God is great.
Then Sabbath came, and it was one of those days that is more like a steep uphill with the icy wind in your face trying to push you down. That morning at church, I think the sermon was aimed straight toward me; it was really good and applied to my life. I was excited.
That afternoon, though, things started going downhill. (I had to go into the church kitchen for some reason that morning, the place where a man sexually assaulted me years ago, so that always brings back the tough memories.)
By dinnertime, I was fighting those feelings of worthlessness and violation, and that makes dealing with eating things harder. It got to the point I was nauseated at the sight of food… a low I had not reached in quite a while.
That evening, I was still fighting flashbacks, and even came close to cutting again! How could that be possible, after having such a good morning and good day on Friday? READ MORE p3
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