Anorexia-the valleys and the mountaintops with God! P1
I had been climbing strong. Satan of course, didn't like that a bit. A few days ago, I ate a healthy lunch, so I treated myself to a dessert. Unfortunately, I didn't stop with just one, or two, or anything reasonable. A couple short hours later, I realized that I had fallen back into the binge/purge cycle as soon as thoughts of how to get rid of what I'd eaten came through my brain.
I was very upset, I totally missed the signs! What to do here? I felt trapped, cornered, and like it was too late, and completed the cycle with an overdose to rid myself of unwanted calories--which ended up making me sick. Not worth it, let me tell you!
That night, I was distraught. I'd come so far! Then… it hit me. I'd come so far, key word I. Yes, God has been a huge part of it, absolutely and completely, but as soon as I stopped relying on His strength and seeing how well I'd been doing, I tried it… and failed, of course. READ MORE p2
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